never underestimate the power of a well written letter
this is what annual leave gives you - the time and space to re-evaluate and capture the thinking into yet another post in a long abandoned blog. this was where we started. of course, not kooks or kicks or kinks. I used to have this blog that I loved so much, and when the ex found me I didn't think twice about deleting it. stupid me, could have just changed the add. the affair took years; years of lies. and we came together finally, at the expense of others. now that's a regret I wont ever escape from. though now we can see the hikmah of it - she is safely married to a guy who makes her happy. about 9 years now, as with other things in life, I suppose I got complacent. everything is happening like clock work so what's there to enhance yes? wow - I failed to see the gap widening. perhaps its true what she said about me - at times I think like a man. dismissal is my middle name. I think less, consider less. and always always focus only on me, me, me. [at this point...