Upsetting - big time!
I find that I resort to blog only when I cant hide it inside no more. And today, rn, is such instance. I cant help but feel angry towards mak. It felt like she only cares for her wellbeing - daughters balik / call/ msg her. And she threw me under the bus so easily to my sister. All at the point of excitement to share a story. When i called her on it, its my issue coz I didnt tell her I was going back. What upsets me I guess is how my decisions MUST be tied to her, when it comes to going back SP. Why cant she go back on her own? instead of piggybacking my plans. It upsets me that everyone, literally everyone piggyback me - money wise. It is sick!