More and more i think i can no longer fulfill her needs. Whatever i have done seems to be not enough until i allow her 'that'. I cant bend that far. I just cant. Even the truce we agreed few nights ago - patience is clearly not her virtue. So maybe, just maybe, someone more willing and able suits best. But i am glad i have said what i needed her to know. My true feelings and choices. Her options. Of letting us go, to pursue what she truly needs. Said to her i have given up on this fight. If she cant settle for less then i suppose the inevitable will come sooner that i think. My dear love, i love you so very much. But this is one fight i am not gonna arm myself and battle it till one of us bleed and die. Soar free and be happy doing what you want to do and be who you want to be.
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