obsessing
none of this would have hit me, had i not seen her WA status. ever since 'it', i have been obsessing over all her actions and inactions. i couldnt focus on my own nite, my sleep, my phone, my tiktok, my ig coz i do not know for sure whats hitting her has got nothing to do with my conversation yesterday in that room with my other 3. it does not help that her bff is also not responding to me. shits. and we have planned interactions tomorrow. how am i gonna do this? if it is really the case of her overhearing the conversation, trust would have exploded to nothing and what's that gonna say about my next 6 months covering the throne? shit shit shit shit.