the thing that is vague -
I came across an entry from 2019. couldn't fathom what it was about, as I have this tiniest tendency to write in enormous state of ambiguity. It shits some, but most of time, it kinda helps me to 'not go back in time painfully' as I honestly do not know by now what I was whining about back then. It has been a squeegy week. I had one week medical leave to recover, and I had burned most of it on work. It is a terrible week for us - my boss on leave, my two team members on leave and I am also on leave. We are hitting the 2nd last week before she goes. I have landed on the ground from the rollercoaster of panic over covering her job. More than ever, I re affirmed that I do not want her job. FOMOW was at its peak this week. Sucks.