Dropship (shit)

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And so we have returned.  From a tiring 'short break'.


Ironic.


Called it a holiday yet we spent the time sweating ourselves driving to don't-know-where the whole two days we were there.


She said she enjoyed it.
I think I did too.


Somewhat.


I wish I had done better.
For her, but more so, for my own self.

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