Catching up
I had two good meet ups this week.
The first one was with a couple of old friends from office, back in the days of DT. K ajak-ed me and LLL like weeks ago, and I was, for most part, non-committal. Nothing personal, its just that I didn't think I would contribute much to the conversation given my full brain hijacking thanks to the mountains of work I gotta finish. But I played along, coz for once I wanna feel like I still have friends in the Bank apart from my neighbor. :P
And it turned out to be a very lovely dinner after all. I missed them both, I realized much later. I missed the light gossiping and laughter. And most, now, I know I will miss LLL since she has tendered her resignation and will be gone for good come August (Marks).
The second one was today; with M and N. Another good session of talking. Of a lot of things. Of each others' lives. Not much from me, again thanks to the full brain hijack. And later, a glimpse into N's little family of 2 sons, and a kind looking husband.
The world spins, and never waiting for any of us. It is up to us to grab the opportunity and make the best of every moment in life. I have wasted so much of mine, on work. And that is not leaving me with good vibes much really. And it almost feels like it is too late to do anything about it. I am a coward who couldn't say no to others; I have health issues that keeps me popping pills almost everyday; I rely on purple inhaler to keep me stable to go to work cough free and I spend little time doing meaningful stuff to enrich my relationship with PNTM.
Way to go Kookoo
The first one was with a couple of old friends from office, back in the days of DT. K ajak-ed me and LLL like weeks ago, and I was, for most part, non-committal. Nothing personal, its just that I didn't think I would contribute much to the conversation given my full brain hijacking thanks to the mountains of work I gotta finish. But I played along, coz for once I wanna feel like I still have friends in the Bank apart from my neighbor. :P
And it turned out to be a very lovely dinner after all. I missed them both, I realized much later. I missed the light gossiping and laughter. And most, now, I know I will miss LLL since she has tendered her resignation and will be gone for good come August (Marks).
The second one was today; with M and N. Another good session of talking. Of a lot of things. Of each others' lives. Not much from me, again thanks to the full brain hijack. And later, a glimpse into N's little family of 2 sons, and a kind looking husband.
The world spins, and never waiting for any of us. It is up to us to grab the opportunity and make the best of every moment in life. I have wasted so much of mine, on work. And that is not leaving me with good vibes much really. And it almost feels like it is too late to do anything about it. I am a coward who couldn't say no to others; I have health issues that keeps me popping pills almost everyday; I rely on purple inhaler to keep me stable to go to work cough free and I spend little time doing meaningful stuff to enrich my relationship with PNTM.
Way to go Kookoo
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